My inner lips are much larger than the outer, and very dark in color. I wish there were some way to lighten or make them more pink in color something like what they did to Michael Jackson’s' face! I wish my inner lips were smaller too, more supple, they look a little wrinkly, because they are so big. When I look at nude magazines or watch porn, they all have nice pink, small, tight looking pussies! I do not know how "normal" mine is. Because every time I see a naked girl in magazines or movies, they do not have anything like how mine is, so I consider mine to be ugly by its appearance. I would love to change the look of my vulva. I do not think anything will fix the color, but finding something other than cosmetic surgery for correcting the size of my inner lips would be great! I guess the biggest insecurity I have of my vulva is the dark color of my inner lips. I have seen women with bigger inner lips. Where it is still nice and bright pink, if mine were pink it would not be so bad to have big inner lips, at the very least it would eliminate one of my insecurities. This way I would love to have my partner exploring my vulva, but I have never wanted him to do that since I felt I did not look "pretty" down there. My friend had gotten some type of "pubic bone tuck" (not sure, what it is) my ex kept on mentioning it, saying that it was a good idea if you do not look so good down there. I asked him if he was implying that I get that done, and he said no, you are fine down there. Which I did not believe him when he said that, he must have been implying something by it. I guess I do fear rejection all the time, because of the appearance of my pussy! Although I have never heard anyone make fun of it, but I do think about what if he is telling his friends about how I do not look so good down there. I think their needs to be a more open issue on the subject, and some more talk about what's "normal". It is hard to live like this, always feeling bad about yourself and about your genitalia, wishing that something could help improve it. Many people do not understand how some of us feel deep down inside. You may want to promote a happy do attitude, but deep down you feel that something is not right with your body. All I wish for is to have something normal and something that is pretty between my legs. That is all I wish for and hope that someday I will have something decent down there.
My inner lips are much larger than the outer, and very dark in color. I wish there were some way to lighten or make them more pink in color something like what they did to Michael Jackson’s' face! I wish my inner lips were smaller too, more supple, they look a little wrinkly, because they are so big. When I look at nude magazines or watch porn, they all have nice pink, small, tight looking pussies! I do not know how "normal" mine is. Because every time I see a naked girl in magazines or movies, they do not have anything like how mine is, so I consider mine to be ugly by its appearance. I would love to change the look of my vulva. I do not think anything will fix the color, but finding something other than cosmetic surgery for correcting the size of my inner lips would be great! I guess the biggest insecurity I have of my vulva is the dark color of my inner lips. I have seen women with bigger inner lips. Where it is still nice and bright pink, if mine were pink it would not be so bad to have big inner lips, at the very least it would eliminate one of my insecurities. This way I would love to have my partner exploring my vulva, but I have never wanted him to do that since I felt I did not look "pretty" down there. My friend had gotten some type of "pubic bone tuck" (not sure, what it is) my ex kept on mentioning it, saying that it was a good idea if you do not look so good down there. I asked him if he was implying that I get that done, and he said no, you are fine down there. Which I did not believe him when he said that, he must have been implying something by it. I guess I do fear rejection all the time, because of the appearance of my pussy! Although I have never heard anyone make fun of it, but I do think about what if he is telling his friends about how I do not look so good down there. I think their needs to be a more open issue on the subject, and some more talk about what's "normal". It is hard to live like this, always feeling bad about yourself and about your genitalia, wishing that something could help improve it. Many people do not understand how some of us feel deep down inside. You may want to promote a happy do attitude, but deep down you feel that something is not right with your body. All I wish for is to have something normal and something that is pretty between my legs. That is all I wish for and hope that someday I will have something decent down there.
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